So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me.

I just found the pictures from Warped Tour '04 that Ash took. They're of Yellowcard...it was so funny because I was buying a shirt for Yvonne and they showed up to do an autograph signing. We, being Ash-Kristin-and I, were bummed because they had canceled their previously scheduled signing due to "technical problems" (I think) so when we saw them we went crazy! Luckily the guy I was buying Yvonne's shirt from was new because he took awhile to find the actual shirt and Ash took 11 pictures in the meantime...one where Ryan was like orgasming over Sean. We got so lucky! We didn't have to wait in a long ass line to take pictures of Yellowcard and we got a sexy picture of Ryan and Sean. Warped Tour '05 is gonna be even better than last year. As of right now, the confirmed band list has a few of the bands I've been saying I wish would come to Arizona. At the end of the entry I'll put up the stage list so ya'll can see it.

I need help...I lost the owner's manual to my car! I have no clue what I did with it. Does anyone know what I might have done with it? My maintenence required light is on, eventhough there's nothing wrong with my car, but Mark can't re-set it without my owner's manual. HELP!!!!

North Stage
The Transplants
Fall Out Boy
MCR
The Offspring
Strung Out
Thrice
Dropkick Murphy's
No Use For A Name

South Stage
The Starting Line
Senses Fail
Hawthorne Heights
MXPX
All American Rejects
Avenged Sevenfold
Matchbook Romance
Atreyu

Maurice Stage
Silverstein
The Unseen
Bedouin Sound Clash
Tsunami Bomb
The Bled
Strike Anywhere
Billy Talent
The Explosion
Underoath

Volcom Stage
Another Damn Diss
Valient Thorr
The Matches
Hidden in Plain View
Plain White T's
Stutterfly
The Twenty Twos
From First to Last

Lyman Says
Peachcake
Onset of Effect
J4
Mourning Maxwell
Divided They Fall
Name Taken
Los Kung Fu Monkeys
Blackbird
Uptown
Singled Out

Michelle

So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?

I figured out my summer school and fall class schedules. Both of them will most likely be changed before registration. For those of you who don't know...March 21 is the first day to register for summer school and April 11 is the first day to register for fall, that's returning students only. Here's the goodies:
Summer 2005
MAT 151 MTWR 7:45 to 10:35 am E3 302 5/23 - 6/27
MAT 173 MTWR 12:30 to 2:45 pm TORT E104 7/05 - 8/08
ANT 112 F 5:30 to 9:30 pm NELC 109 7/08 - 7/30

Fall 2005
ECN 201 MW 8:40 to 9:55 am E1 107
MAT 174 MW 10:10 to 11:25 am E2 208
BUS 205 MW 1:10 to 2:25 pm E1 107
WRT 206 M 6:00 to 8:40 pm RINCON F120
GEO 101 TR 9:10 to 11:50 am TORT E102

As of July 8 I won't be able to work Fridays, but that only lasts until July 30. These schedules were hard as hell to work out though. During the fall semester I can't work Mondays, but I can do Wednesdays. Enough about school...I'm still in vacation mode. Christina, Miri, Ash, and Jackson came over lastnight. We were going to watch a movie, but we ended up watching Law and Order SVU then music videos instead. Despite not doing anything physical, I had fun...I haven't seen Ash in awhile so catching up with her was just what I needed on a Tuesday night. After Jackson left, at about 9:30, us girls talked and watched the real world reunion. We need more nights like that, where it's us girls and we can just catch up with each other. I found out that Warped Tour '05 is in Peoria on June 29 and of course I'll be going! More than likely I'll drive up on the afternoon of the 28 and drive back in the morning of the 30. Whoever wants to come with me is welcome...I have 4 seats, in my mom's camry, and I already know what hotel to stay at. The hotel is inexpensive seeing as my mom gets a discount for being 55 and it's literally right down the street from the sports complex. You'd just have to bring money for food and stuff at the concert, so let me know. Anywho...the time has come to say goodbye.

Michelle

Rock with me.

I'm stealing from the miri...

I'M BORED, YOU'RE BORED, HERE ARE SOME RANDOM QUESTIONS.
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ARE YOU CURRENTLY GROUNDED?	Nope. Who still gets grounded? Actually, who used to get grounded?
DO YOU SNORE?	I don't think I do, but I know I talk in my sleep.
ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER?	It's a tough job, but somebody has to be the fighter.
WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?	Heights and losing my family.
AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC?	No, I was more into Barbies. My brother was obsessed with them though.
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY" TV?	It shouldn't be called "reality" seeing as some parts are scripted. I don't watch any "reality" TV.
DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?	Yeap...it's a nervous habit.
WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?	Yep. What happened?
IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?	definitely not! I hate being single.
WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?	Mine is silver...my parents' is black.
IS BARBIE SEXY?	Barbie is a plastic doll and dolls aren't made sexy.
DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?	Hell yeah I do!
HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?	No...too afraid.
ANY SPECIAL TALENTS?	Hmmm...I'm great at grabbing things from the top shelf.
WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?	Italy or Spain
IS JAY LENO FUNNY?	At times he can be.
CAN YOU SWIM?	I can doggie paddle which is ironic coming from someone who was born on an island.
HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVE "DONNIE DARKO"?	Both versions...great movie.
ARE YOU A VIRGIN?	Nope.
DO YOU GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THE OZONE?	I have other things to worry about that are more important.
HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOSTIE POP?	Who knows!? I don't eat candy.
CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?	Probably.
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?	Yeap...a lovely 18 hour flight at 22-months.
ARE YOU AN ONLY CHILD?	Nope, I gots an older brother.
DO YOU PREFER ELECTRIC OR MANUAL PENCIL SHARPENERS?	It's electric.
WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?	Eh...it's messed up in some ways, but it's also within the rights of citizens to do it. You'll never catch me hunting though.
IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?	I sure hope so...
DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?	Sometimes it can be pretty.
WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?	I have no clue anymore...I don't think I'm allergic to anything.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID "I LOVE YOU"?	I can't honestly say...it's only said to family members and close friends.
IS TUPAC STILL ALIVE?	Of course he is...he lives on Guam with Biggie.
DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?	Nope. They're beautiful though.
HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?	Scrambled...I've never had them any other way.
ARE BLONDES DUMB?	Well...I'm not and I know other blondes who aren't either, but some blondes fake being dumb to gain attention.
WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?	Probably on Guam with 2Pac and Biggie.
WHAT TIME IS IT?	9:26 p.m.
DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?	Yeap...Chelle, Meshell, Ducc
IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?	Their salads are awesome, but everything else is gross.
WHO'S YOUR HERO?	My mom.
ARE YOU IN LOVE?	Nope, won't be doing anything like that again.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?	Around 2:30 p.m. when I got off of work.
DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?	Showers, but if I have time I love a bath.
IS SANTA CLAUSE REAL?	My brother killed Santa Clause when I was around 6.
DO YOU LIKE TO HAVE YOUR NECK KISSED?	Yeah, too bad I don't have someone to kiss it.
ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?	Nope.
WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?	Ruby Red Grapefruit Juice!!!!!!!!!!
CRUNCHY PEANUT BUTTER OR REGULAR?	Crunchy is the only way to go.
CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK?	No...
HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?	For as clumsy as I am, I have never taken a ride in an ambulance.
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY?	Twice....I'm a clean girl.
IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?	That was pretty lame, but yeah drug free is great.
ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?	I'm the exact opposite, any little noise will wake me up.
WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?	Dark brown...courtesy of my padre.
HOW LOUD DO YOU SNEEZE?	It depends on if the sneeze sneaks up on me. If it doesn't, I usually do a silent sneeze. If it does, I'm pretty quiet.
DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?	Hell yeah!
WHAT'S YOUR BEST FRIEND'S NAME?	Ash, Miri, and Christina
WHO'S BETTER: STONE COLD OR THE ROCK?	They both suck because they fake their "talent".
ARE YOU PSYCHIC?	Sometimes I think I am.
HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"?	Yeap...last year in Ms. Lange's class, I liked it.
DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?	Nope.
CAN YOU SKATEBOARD?	No, but I can wear skate shoes.
HAVE YOU EVER STOLEN ANYTHING?	When I was a kid I would steal gum and candy from Circle K then tell my dad that my friend down the street gave it to me...I was a bad child.
DO YOU LIKE CAMPING?	Not so much.
ARE YOU HORNY?	Not at the moment, sorry.
DO YOU SNORT WHEN YOU LAUGH?	Only when I can't control my laughter.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?	No....
ARE DOGS A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?	Yeap...my dogs love me unconditionally.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?	It happens, what's there to believe in?
WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSEPAD?	I don't have a mouspad...my parents have Dell crap on theirs.
CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK?	Can't say that I know how.
ARE YOU A RACIST?	I try not to be, but every now and then I'll make a racial joke and feel shitty.
DO YOU MAKE A LOT OF MISTAKES?	Yeah, I'm young and inexperienced.
IS IT COLD OUTSIDE TODAY?	Nope...it was windy as hell though.
DOES SIZE MATTER?	Hell yeah!
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?	A pringle.
DO YOU WEAR NAIL POLISH?	When I feel like it.
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN KISSED?	Yeap.
WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING TV COMMERCIAL?	Any of the ones where a company uses their own employees as actors.
DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE?	Can't say that I do.
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My eyes burn.

It's Spring Break for us college goers! I may not be going anywhere, but I'm still happy that I don't have to get up early for a week and a half. Christopher (the brother) is going to Rocky Pointe next weekend...Some how I doubt he'll let me tag along. I'm okay about not going anywhere, this summer I have plans to go to Warped Tour and Disneyland so I need to save my money anyway. Well...I worked BK yesterday and I thought to myself, "It's Saturday and I'm shoveling ice, this sucks." Lunch went smoothly though, I had a five-top of men and a couple and they all received exactly what they wanted and had no complaints. That's a first for me at lunch! I work BK again tomorrow and I hope it goes as well as it did yesterday. I like Saturdays so much more than Sundays when lunch is crazy. Anywho...I'll leave you with a song which is the namesake of my journal and username.

"My Eyes Burn" Matchbook Romance

My eyes burn from these tears
You think you'd learn over these years
Good things won't last forever

So what the hell am I supposed to do
You only wanted the things that I couldn't give to you
And you had it all anyway

So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place

Tell me i'm wrong when I say
I can't expect you to spend forever with me
I live for that single moment

I take back everything i've said
You wore those words on you lips
As if they meant anything anyway

Sometimes I feel I could drop off the face of the earth
It seems I do more harm than good
And I don't know if it's worth me loosing sleep over this

So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place

Tell me I'm wrong when I say it
I can't expect you to stay forever with me
I live for the single moment

So take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place

Michelle

I don't care what I'm doing that's turning you off of me.

I feel the need to start this entry with a song. And it goes a little something like this...

"Shellshocked" Chronic Future

Lies won't save you from the bomb that you just dropped
I'm standing shellshocked but I'm still here
And this to you is what I'm saying
All that's false will
Fade away

You run away from what you know will surely come
I will remember everything that you have done
And this to you is what I'm saying
All that's false will
Fade away

I'll say it again because
Who are you
To say to me
That I'm not all right
You don't know it's like
I'm shellshocked
And ripped apart inside
No I'm not all right
You don't know what it's like

Well yeah a change in character is great
And if it's what you need to say
It's probably what I need to hear
But never again in that way

I don't care what I'm doing that's turning you off of me
It's my care for pursuing our friendship responsibly
That's why I need to reconstruct what happens subconsciously
So we don't continue to treat our silence so obnoxiously

Lies won't save you from the bomb that you just dropped
I'm standing shellshocked but I'm still here
And this to you is what I'm saying
All that's false will
Fade away

Ahhh...awesome song. It says so much in just a few words. Anywho...yesterday was my padre's 54th birthday, and of course I have to say happy birthday on my blog. Happy 55th birthday mama queen and happy 54th birthday padre!!!! Both of my parents had birthdays recently...they're only a week and a year apart, which is kind of strange. Well...I think I finally figured out my summer school schedule, but I'm not quite sure yet. I'll be taking four classes...two each semester. Here's my schedule:
first semester
CIS 100 @ North West Campus from 7:30 to 9:40 a.m. Monday through Thursday (5/23 - 6/27)
MAT 151 @ West Campus from 10:00 a.m. to 1:00 p.m. Monday through Thursday (5/23 - 6/27)

second semester
MAT 173 @ West Campus from 7:30 to 9:40 a.m. Monday through Thursday (7/05 - 8/08)
ANT 112 @ North East Learning Center from 9:00 a.m. to 4:00 p.m. Saturday (7/08 - 7/30)

I'm still not positive that I have to take CIS 100 since I took Business Technology at Sahuaro my senior year and Mrs. Huerta had me sign papers to transfer six "computer" credits to pima. I'm going to talk to a counselor on Friday to ask about CIS 100 and plan my fall schedule. Summer school registration starts March 21 and fall registration starts April 11, so I still have awhile to figure everything out. I think I need to take BUS 205, GEO 101, MAT 174, ECN 201, and WRT 206 this fall but after I talk to a counselor I'll be certain.

I've bored you enough with my random babble.

Michelle